I try hard not to think about the future. But, it can really be hard when technology is changing so fast. I like change but as you get older it can become tiresome. Yesterday’s technology is not the same as today’s technology. I pride myself on doing the best that I can with staying up with the times.
The Metaverse is something so different and foreign to me that it has me a little perplexed. It has me second-guessing my thoughts. It makes me feel like maybe I taught my children the wrong things like being an entrepreneur. It almost makes me wish I had told them to go to school and get a good education and find a job. But, that is what I did not want for them. I wanted them to be their own boss. I wanted them to own their own company. I wanted them to create the world that they wanted to live in.
Yet, all of those things are out of my control. I can only control what I do. I always have great ideas. But, right now my ideas are old. My ideas are not looking to the future and that bothers me.
Today, I feel uninspired. Today, I feel like the future has no hope. I feel like my generation let this new generation down. I feel like I am to blame. I know it is not my fault but I am part of the problem.
I know today is just feeling and I will get through it. I know God has blessed me. I just want to do right by others.